Did you come as a form of blessings?
or another melancholy in disguise?
do I have to thank Him for sending you?
or do I need to watch out
for the pain that you bring?
these questions boggle up my mind
everytime I realize that you are now mine
part of me is blissful for grabbing this dream
but the other fears
that you might be having fun
maybe because it is clear
That I love you more
maybe because its better to be hurt
than not have you around
maybe because i still have to give up a part of myself
just so that I can continue
how much of my pride do i need to swallow
in order to gain some happiness for myself?
how much of myself do i need to give up
just to make sure that i can call you mine?
how many nights do i fill with tears
until such time that it will melt your heart?
how many questions would I still be asking
before i can hear you say
"YES I DO LOVE YOU TOO"?